At the end of the coaching session, Joe drops a paradox that reframes the entire conversation:

“Trying to feel your feelings is as much of a resistance to feeling your feelings as trying not to.”

Both “trying to feel” and “trying not to feel” share the same structure: effortful control over emotional experience. Both assume emotions need management. The alternative is simpler—just express. “Just express it. It’s really easy.”

The father demonstrates this: when he stops trying to feel or not feel and simply says what’s there (“You’re not the boss of me, May” / “I would give up everything for you, May”), emotions flow naturally. The fluidity appears precisely when effort disappears.

This is a trap for people doing emotional work: the project of “learning to feel” can itself become another form of control, another way the intellect stays dominant over direct experience.

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