Joe and Tara’s marriage survived years of toxic communication — weaponized NVC, pitchfork-and-car standoffs, every friend recommending divorce — because both partners were fully dedicated to their own transformation. The fighting mostly stopped when they stopped trying to transform each other and just worked on themselves.
“We were not going to compromise by saying, ‘Okay, well, that’s just the way it is.’ We were both going to say, ‘Okay, what do we have to do to make this work?‘”
Neither wanted to stay merely married — they wanted to stay happily married, which required using marriage as a tool for awakening. Tara describes a persistent knowing throughout the worst times: “This is shitty. All of this is shitty, and I am supposed to be here.” The question then became not whether to stay but what to learn.
This reframes marriage from a relationship to maintain into a practice to engage. Like a dojo, the value isn’t comfort but growth. The repeated triggers, the cycles of conflict, the life transitions that destabilize — these aren’t failures of the relationship but its curriculum.
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