Kay’s parents—Asian immigrants—were confident that financial security was achievable through hard work. His dad’s aphorism: “We may not be the smartest but we’re the hardest working.” But safety? They never believed it was possible. Kay’s dad especially never truly believed he could be safe. Zero conversation ever about self-defense, fighting back, or physical safety.
The result: at 13, Kay channeled his fierce determination toward money—“no one’s ever gonna tell me what I can or cannot have”—but never toward safety. He didn’t take MMA classes; he got a job. The determination went where his parents modeled confidence, not where they modeled helplessness.
“Your parents taught you and were confident in the fact that you could do what you needed to do to be able to buy any Nintendo you ever wanted. But they were not confident in the fact that you could be safe.”
This reveals how children inherit not just behaviors but beliefs about what’s possible. The areas where parents feel powerless become the areas where children feel powerless—not through explicit teaching, but through the absence of modeling that those domains are navigable.
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