Compartmentalization is a coping mechanism that works brilliantly—until it doesn’t. Stacy could separate her emotions from her decisions, lead through crises, and keep performing at a high level. But the cost was that nobody saw all of her.
“I was trying to not show certain emotions because when I did I was abandoned by those people.”
The logic is airtight from a child’s perspective: showing emotions led to being abandoned, so hide emotions to stay safe. But as an adult leader, this means only showing glimpses of your full self in rare, uncontrollable moments—like the murder of George Floyd, when the only thing she could do was show up as a Black woman in pain.
Compartmentalization doesn’t eliminate the hidden parts. It just makes them invisible to others and increasingly unfamiliar to yourself.
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