To sustain compulsive avoidance at the deepest level, you must believe you are fundamentally, uniquely broken — that your situation is permanent and your fault. Joe calls this the “elite level” move: not just feeling bad, but constructing an identity around being irreparably damaged.
The irony is that this belief requires cognitive dissonance. When you actually examine the claim “I’m uniquely broken,” you find nothing truly unique — millions of people share your struggles. So you have to actively maintain the illusion through isolation (staying in the room doomscrolling) and neglecting self-care (which creates real depression, which feels like evidence of brokenness).
“To think that you’re completely broken means that you have to be unique to all other people.”
“You basically get depressed enough because you’re not taking care of yourself enough so that when that depression hits, you think two things. One is this is never going to get better. And two is that it’s your fault.”
This is the identity of lack — if you define yourself as broken, every action flows from that premise, perpetuating the very behaviors that seem to confirm it.
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