Summary
Joe and Brett explore the distinction between caring for someone and caretaking them. Caretaking is when you try to manage another person’s emotional experience so that you don’t have to feel your own uncomfortable emotions — the wife who tiptoes around her husband’s anger to avoid her own fear, the colleague who hedges every sentence to avoid disapproval. Care, by contrast, is relishing the feeling of caring without trying to change the other person’s reaction.
The key indicator is resentment: caretaking always breeds it in both directions. The caretaker resents their sacrifice; the person being caretaken resents being treated as incapable. Joe explains this applies at every scale — romantic relationships, parenting, addiction, workplace culture, and community. He walks through the addiction example, showing how caretaking often prevents someone from hitting bottom and actually prolongs their suffering.
They discuss the pitfalls of learning to stop caretaking: first judging others who caretake, then weaponizing boundaries as coldness, then believing you’re “done” with caretaking while sitting on a pedestal. The real sign of healthy caring is getting softer over time — an open heart with strong boundaries. Joe emphasizes that the most compassionate thing you can do for yourself is also the most compassionate thing you can do for others, and that speaking your truth with love — even when clunky — is the path out of codependence.
Key Concepts
- Caretaking manages others’ emotions to avoid your own
- Resentment is the indicator of caretaking
- Thinking they can’t handle it means you’re caretaking
- Self-compassion and compassion for others are the same act
- Caretaking prevents the other person from hitting bottom
- Caring softens you over time; caretaking makes you neurotic
- Weaponizing non-caretaking is just another defense
- Hedging your truth is subtle caretaking
Key Quotes
“If it ever crosses your mind the person can’t handle what you’re going to say to them… those absolutely are key indicators that you’re in it, that you’re in the caretaking side of things.”
“Caretaking is when you are trying to manage another person’s emotions through what we call care to make it so that you don’t have to experience your own emotional situation.”
“The most compassionate thing that you can do for yourself is also the most compassionate thing you can do for someone else.”
“You can’t keep loving people without boundaries. A mom who doesn’t have boundaries raises horrible children.”
“If you’re scared about what somebody’s going to think about you and you’re modifying your behavior in any way, that is a form of caretaking.”
“I wouldn’t pull the butterfly out of the cocoon because it won’t be able to fly afterwards.”
Transcript
foreign if it ever crosses your mind the person can’t handle what you’re going to say to them what you want to say to them if you ever think that they’re too weak or incapable those absolutely are key indicators that you’re in it that you’re in the caretaking side of things welcome to the art of accomplishment where we explore how deepening connection with ourselves and others leads to creating the life we want with enjoyment and ease I’m Brett Kistler here today with my co-host Joe Hudson foreign with making people feel better when a lot of us think of codependency we think of alcoholism or we think of addiction a lot of the extreme examples but codependence is something that we really do a lot in our daily lives and this happens in very subtle ways in relationships personally and in business so today we’re going to talk about the difference between care and caretaking so Joe today I want to talk about something that we’ve all dealt with before which is a really common scenario where you you want to make somebody feel better and you think that this is going to help and you you do something specifically with the goal of making them feel better and it actually just ends up making things worse in the long run and we’ve we’ve talked about that in our in your courses and that we’ve labeled it the term caretaking uh which sounds a lot like care and people think about care as a good thing and then caretaking becomes this thing that kind of is a disempowering aspect so uh what is caretaking and how did you come across this as a concept worthy of inquiry semantically speaking you could call it like codependence or caretaking and just for the sake of this conversation let’s make caretaking the side that’s in you know the Lexicon is codependents more on that codependent side and caring for being something that’s not in that camp so just that’s how I use the word so I just wanted to find that for everybody who’s listening if you heard I was laughing as soon as you were talking about wanting to make somebody feel better because that’s actually the way that I would Define the difference between caring for somebody and caretaking somebody is the idea that you’re trying to manage their experience and particularly this gets particularly dangerous when you’re managing their experience for your experience for example the wife who comes home and is doing everything she possibly can to make sure that her husband doesn’t get mad at her is she doing that to manage her husband’s emotion or is she doing that to manage her own emotion is she trying to avoid fear or is she trying to avoid his anger and if she’s trying to avoid his anger just for him what would be the purpose of that what would make you want to stop it if it isn’t for trying to manage your own experience and so that’s where codependence or in this case what we’re calling caretaking is it’s when you are trying to manage another person’s emotions through what we call care to make it so that you don’t have to experience your own emotional situation you don’t have to experience something that you don’t want to experience so in a sense it’s taking care of yourself for example that wife maybe what she’s avoiding is being attacked in anger by somebody larger than her and so she’s trying to make him feel better trying to manage his experience trying to tiptoe around the lava in order to prevent her experience from deteriorating or going in a direction she doesn’t want that’s exactly it I’ll give you an example I had a woman come to me and she was talking about this exact same situation she was talking about how my husband gets angry at me and I don’t know what to do and there’s nothing I can do and it was very much like she was not capable of changing her reality because she had this angry husband and she genuinely felt that right this wasn’t something like her mind was wanting to be a victim in this way it was generally she felt trapped that’s the feeling that she was having and I said ah BS you like it and she she didn’t like me saying that very much obviously and I got a smile out of it and she’d look perplexed and I said tell me what would happen if you every time he started getting angry you just got up and you just walked out and you just consistently did this for I don’t know let’s call it 10 weeks every time he started losing his school you just got up and walked out how long would he still be yelling at you like how would this work for him if if this anger thing that he does stopped working or what if every time that he yelled at you you were like yeah baby I like to see your anger give me some more tell me like tell me how angry you are tell me how frustrated you are you have nothing to be ashamed of I I can accept your anger well how how if you did that for 10 weeks how long would it be that he was getting angry at you now obviously I’m not talking about if if he’s hitting her if he’s hitting her then or being you know physically abusive or even mentally abusive that’s not a relationship you want to be in and even if you are in that situation leaving is a far better situation than trying to make them feel better because you’re just telling them that this works if I get angry you will stop being yourself and you will and you will try to manage my experience which gives me all the power in the relationship and so that’s what codependence is that’s what caretaking is it’s when you are trying to make someone else feel better so you don’t have to feel it and that’s an extreme version of it but there’s there’s everyday versions of this too which is the most obvious one that you see is somebody sad and somebody else says it’ll be better what what makes you want to take away their sadness is it is it that you don’t want to feel their sadness is it that you don’t want to feel your own sadness what’s the problem with them being sad sad is beautiful yeah good cries are amazing things for people is it because your mom and dad told you not to cry for whatever 20 years and so now you’re just doing whatever you can to make sure that you never have to hear tears so that’s codependence whereas caring for the other side of the equation caring for is when you’re moving not out of any desire to change the person your desire is just simply to relish and enjoy the feeling of caring for somebody it is a an unbelievable joy to care for somebody and it’s just a great experience to have but you’re not trying to change them in any way their reaction to your care is completely unimportant and the way you can tell internally that you’re in one or the other is the is resentment caretaking eventually will lead to resentment in you you will start resenting the person and they will start resenting you because they have no choice but just to resent you because you’re you’re treating them like they’re kids you’re treating full adults like I have to manage your emotions I have to make sure you don’t get upset I have to make sure you’re not sad eventually the person’s like screw off like I’m I’m capable I can take care of my own emotions what what makes you think that you’re better than me that’s the reaction and then the person who’s caretaking is like look I’ve given you all this stuff like I’m I’m sacrificing myself every day for you I’m not speaking my truth I’m I’m trying to position My Truth for you in such a way that you can hear it and you are angry at me we’ll forget you then you know like this is the this is the rigmarole that people put themselves through instead of just I’m speaking my truth to you and that’s my responsibility and your responsibility is to have whatever emotional reaction you want to have to it and I’m not going to try to change that what about situations where the person really is dependent in some way for example it’s a child or an elderly or sick relative and you know there’s some extent that you actually want to care for them and some extent that you resent it also but if you don’t like you’re not okay with the alternative of them just being completely left on their own how do you how would you pick apart the care and caretaking within that kind of situation and how do we know the difference yeah there’s so many of these that are they’re very different from one another a child is very different than say a alcoholic father which is very different than say a mother who is bipolar which is very different than somebody who’s developmentally disabled to all of those are they’re very different things and everybody likes to Clump them all in and basically them clumping any of this in together is saying wait a second I don’t want to stop being a caretaker because then I’ll have no control and what would my life be without control which by the way is the same reason that the abuser or the bully or the Yeller is saying like I’m not going to stop yelling because then I have no controls everybody’s got their control in different ways right behind that question is mostly that behind that kind of question is like wait a second I there are people that I really have to take care of and behind that is mostly that fear of losing the the control that one does have so for instance with a drug addict you know there’s whole rooms of Al-Anon built to teach those living with addicts how to take care of themselves and not take care of the addict so that one’s an easy one that one’s a complete illusion when I say it’s a complete illusion what I want to say is not that the person is bad or ignorant they might be ignorant but they’re not bad is that they actually just can’t see through it that they’ve been trained their whole life they have been trained their whole life to take care of people emotionally they think it’s their job they they it’s like very hard for them to see outside of that thing yeah but with children on the other hand you actually do have like quite a responsibility to take care of of kids and yet a lot of people caretake kids you know please don’t cry Billy it’s a perfect example of it and so the difference the only way you can really tell when you’re at the difference is when your resentment starts building when you are trying to manage their experience so that you don’t have to deal with a certain feeling that you’re having I think back to the kid or the uh the addiction example this is where a lot of these topics get the response from people like oh this sounds really great in theory this is probably true for a lot of people but my situation is dire if I for example if I don’t take care of my addict brother then the next thing that might happen is that he dies of an overdose and that happens for real all the time and so like somebody may be like no I absolutely cannot accept the possibility of my brother dying of an overdose so I need to do at least the minimum amount of you know caretaking or care or or enabling that should at least keep him alive and that can make this really really difficult to pull apart because a lot of people always feel like their situation is different their situation is not the the textbook case theirs is actually they’re trapped what advice would you have for somebody who feels that way and they feel resentment and they also feel like they have no other choice I would say first look at the other choices you have and really ask yourself the question so for instance with the addict if I don’t pay for this addict to live then they’ll be homeless or if I don’t take care of them then they’ll die of a drug overdose what makes you think that they’re going to not die of a drug overdose or not go homeless if you’re taking care of them how does that work in your brain do you think that every single person who has a drug overdose is because their brother slash sister slash mother slash father stopped caring for them do you think that every one of them that’s homeless is because they stopped caring for them so taking a look at the other side of your logic and deconstructing it is an incredibly important tool the evidence that I have seen is that the caretaking drives the person into the addiction further and there’s evidence of this where the the alcoholics have the hardest time to break alcoholism are the people who have independent wealth and they have nobody particularly depending on them so they have no bottom to hit to get out of it so most of the time the codependence is just making it so that the person doesn’t hit their bottom and so you’re actually hurting them you’re not giving them you’re again trying to avoid somebody from feeling pain so that you don’t have to feel the loss of your loved one right and if you’re being honest with yourself and here’s here’s the trick if you’re being honest with yourself feel the loss feel the loss before you even make your decision I’m not saying stop or start just feel the loss like oh yeah if I stop this they’re gonna die feel your person’s death mourn it go all the way through it so that you’re making decisions that are based on what’s best for them not because you are trying to avoid the grief right that was a really good point you brought up there about hitting the bottom because a lot of these difficult emotions their purpose is for us to feel them so that they can teach us the lessons that they’re meant to be teaching and if you’re protecting somebody else from feeling their their emotion and receiving their lesson while also using that as a tool to avoid yourself feeling the difficulty motion and learning your lesson then then you really can’t get out of the pattern yeah and and take a look at it the other way so occasionally I get to meet these beautiful people who have dedicated their life to caring for a mother or father who is passing or a child who has such bad disabilities that they you know can’t leave their wheelchair and they’ve dedicated their life to these people in a way that’s healthy like there’s a care for and that you you can spot them a mile away and the reason you can’t is because they have just gotten so soft and their heart is so big there’s a way in which they have used this experience of caring for somebody to to dissolve themselves to to sandpaper their edges and they’re just soft people I don’t mean soft like not strong they’re far stronger than most people I mean soft as in that they’re not rigid and if that’s happening to you that’s a pretty good indicator that you’re in the caring for camp and then there’s other people who even if they’re caring for those same people but more likely they’re caring for an addict or they’re caring for somebody who’s abusive to them and they feel like they can’t get out of it they’re not getting softer they’re getting more and more neurotic that they’re getting more and more spun up over the years they’re losing friends that they’re becoming more isolated and so that’s another way of in the long term that’s another way to tell the difference between which Camp you’re in is it softening you up is your heart getting bigger is there less resentment or is there more resentment and more feeling of trappiness and more spinning so let’s talk a little bit more about some of those subtle forms because you know it’s pretty common to talk about like alcoholism or some of the like some of the deeper forms of codependence and for many people I think that just feels like a separate category like oh I don’t have these problems that’s not in my life um you know my life is great everything’s good and then just not seeing that there are always like there’s only asymptotic reduction of these you know habits it seems over time and everybody does you know at least a small amount of it and most people are doing some amount of it so like in a in a romantic relationship for example how can you identify the the smaller forms of subtle caretaking that are occurring and codependence and transform that into care I had a friend once and he was asking he was a he had a strong faith and he and it was a Catholic faith and he was a sweetheart of a human and one day he came to me and he said I have a hard time Joe knowing when I am supposed to take care of myself and when I’m supposed to take care of others and I said to him wow so you’re God’s a masochist explain what I’m saying is that if your God has set up a world where it’s binary where it’s either self-love or the love of another then something is the design that this God has created is one that’s masochistic it’s one that is to torture and it’s not the way that I see the world working at all what I see is the thing that is true in us that’s the compassionate treatment of ourselves is also the compassionate treatment of the person across from us now everyone says well what’s best for me is you know I just want to go out and drink but I got to take care of my kid like is you going out and drinking or partying is that really what’s best for you like I’m talking about what’s really best for you and what’s really best for them or somebody says what’s really best for them is if I’m just really nice and I take care of them is that really best for them or is what’s really best for them for them to learn how to be independent for them to be told the truth so that’s I think that the overarching way that I look at this is that the most compassionate thing that you can do for yourself is also the most compassionate thing you can do for someone else and I see this all the time when someone finally breaks through into but this is what I want and then and there when they’re in a relationship where they’re constantly caretaking somebody and then they’re like oh wow this is what I want I will almost always then ask the question and so what about that is not the most compassionate thing for the person who you are you’ve been caretaking so that gets almost into a different topic of like what it what is the deeper want like you might think that what you want is just to keep the peace and the Harmony in the relationship and just not to get yelled at or not to be not have somebody be sad at you yeah but is that what you really want or yeah exactly do you really want to be authentic yeah I’ve run into this a number of times and in my relationships that’s exactly right yeah so it’s it’s how deep are you going to go down that want hole how how deep are you going to go down that compassion hole if you’re going to go down compassion to the place where everybody’s nice to each other this law doesn’t work but if you go down to the deepest level of compassion which is I am willing to sacrifice our relationship for my love for you I’m willing to sacrifice what you think of me I am willing to sacrifice this person you who I love because I know it’s what’s best for you then the law works then then God isn’t masochistic but you asked a question so I started with this this story just so that I could say that when people are like in the more gentle forms of caretaking each other there’s some pretty easy signs one is you notice that you’re managing how you’re going to say it so if you’re worried about how you’re going to say it so that the person across from you can hear it and accept it and you’ve run over multiple Solutions multiple ways of talking to them in your head so with the hopes that you’re going to get it so that they’ll have a different reaction than they normally do then you’re definitely in it then you’re definitely character yeah resonate with that I’ve I’ve experienced a lot of times where like I’ll I’ll have some issue or like Challenge in a relationship and then I’ll I’ll go to a safe space to process it and like where they aren’t present so it’s not really vulnerable to them I’m just kind of doing this processing with whatever my group is and then I’m like oh okay great now I’ve gotten to my core wants I’ve gotten to my authenticity I know what I want now what’s the way that I can say it in a quick paragraph that I can hide behind yeah that’s exactly right and that will exactly get this point across without me messing it up or having to hold my ground in a sense or truly feel into myself in the moment I think a lot of that comes from being from there being fear of constricting in the Moment Like This this happens a lot of times where when you’re away from the person that you’re having this challenge with you feel you feel relaxed you feel loose you feel open you can feel the love for them and then the moment you’re with them and perhaps you’re being accused of something or you’re being you’re those emotions that that are uncomfortable for you that are being either thrown at you or they’re just coming up in the other person and they’re uncomfortable for you then we constrict and then all of a sudden it seems as though we lose access to all this stuff yeah that’s the trick in all of this work all of this work is those moments of defensiveness those moments of resistance how do we fall in love with them how do we fall into them how do we open up and allow them to permeate us the more felt sense of it is how do we open up and let it permeate through us and that is the kinesthetic or the somatic experience and the other way to look at that is to say oh my gosh when I get in front of them I’m totally going to go constrict and I’m totally not going to say the right thing great fantastic that’s like wonderful news it means it gives you practice it’s like the best batting cage in the world and you can even start off the conversation and say hey I’m nervous that in the middle of this conversation I am going to constrict and I’m not going to bring my full true self here and I don’t want that what I want is to love you with my full self and if you see me constricting if you see me not being myself please point it out to me and just give me a couple minutes or seconds or whatever I need to get back to being able to bring my full truth to you what about accusations or attacks that come as a consequence of of speaking Our Truth in this way and it may be not just from the person that you stopped caretaking but it may be from your entire friends group or your family or everybody around you like it may be normalized that what you are doing in care in this caretaking way is actually how you’re supposed to be and if you’re not doing this then you’re a bad person like if you’re not enabling your your partner or like I mean we could talk about the addict again or we could talk about elderly parents if you’re not taking care of your elderly parents in a particular way and everybody around you is externalizing this guilt towards you what’s the way to process that yeah that’s a good question before before we get into that there’s something back ways that I wanted to touch back on which is how do you know when this is happening and we talked about a couple of the ways that you can know it’s happening but there’s a really there’s a key one which is if it ever crosses your mind that the person can’t handle what you’re and or if you feel like oh if I’m going to say this they’re going to fly off the handle at me those absolutely are key indicators that you’re in it that you’re in the caretaking side of things if you think they’re too weak then basically you’re treating them like they’re weak and they will get resentful and if you’re scared of them getting angry then they’re definitely have learned they have definitely learned that getting angry gets them what they want and you’re delivering it for them so those are just two other indicators that really let you know if you’re in a relationship that that’s happening and when you get really attuned to this you’ll just you’ll notice that it’s you said it’s asymptotic the way I’d make that very real is that you’ll just notice how often like just listen go to the person you love listen very carefully to every sentence that you’re speaking to them notice how many of them are subtle excuses or subtle Hedges not completely owning yourself not completely owning your experience hedging it shaving it so that they will think differently of you than what you’re scared they’re going to think of you if you’re scared about what somebody’s going to think about you and you’re modifying your behavior in any way that is a form of caretaking and so it just gets more and more subtle it’s subtle till you see it it just gets more and more subtle a lot of what we’ve been talking about seems like it’s a one against one kind of situation where there’s a person that you’re caretaking but uh if you have for example a community and you’re concerned about what that Community is going to think or how they’re going to respond then you’re actually caretaking them yes as well yes the entire the entire situation yeah that’s exactly right and that can happen in a workplace I see this in workplaces all the time where you have a group of people and they’re just not speaking their truth to each other and this is death especially for you know if it’s in manufacturing it’s not as much of a death it just means you’re giving up a massive Advantage but if you are in like a tech or creative this is death where people can’t speak their truth and feel really safe about it and be just blatant and be able to be wrong and for other people to say I don’t think that’s right and for having that open discussion that’s where great things happen and if you’re going to be inventive or creative or do something out of the box you need that and there are companies back to your example whether it be everybody wants you to take care of codependent or alcoholic mom or everybody wants you to you know work from 6 a.m to 11 p.m because that’s what the company is doing and if you don’t do it then you’re going to suffer the consequences whatever that situation is there is a real possibility that you will be ousted from the group yeah there’s also an equally real possibility that you will force the healing of the group right yeah bringing that into a business context there’s a there’s a real like tragedy of the commons-esque thing about this where if if an entire group is slowly trending towards optimizing for harmony optimizing for fitting in optimizing for if there’s an unseen uh value around to be a team player you are staying as long as everybody else is staying after work and it’s really getting to the point where it’s not good for anybody individually and then everybody also fears that if they’re the one to speak up about it then they’ll be ostracized from the group then they’re allowing the entire group Culture to deteriorate yeah and there’s no leader meaning there is somebody who’s in charge but there’s no leadership happening and and the healthy cultures are the one where everybody is is acting like a leader from time to time and if you mute people as the boss or if you the employee decide to be muted you are killing leadership in the in the group because leadership comes from I am going to lead the way into a new place you don’t lead the way into the place you’re at you you lead the way into the place that you have not been or that you are going to and the only way that happens is being the tip of the spear that’s how leadership works and you can’t be the tip of the spear if the whole thing is optimizing for Harmony and or optimizing for competitiveness and or optimizing for intelligence even optimization is for what’s happening right now and that changes in business and so the people have to change as well and new places have to be led to from a leadership standpoint how would you apply that to accountability or like discipline like with regards to say if there’s an employee that’s not that’s not meeting certain criteria and maybe the co-workers are trying to protect them because they like the employee and so everyone kind of hides each other’s flaws or I don’t know shortcomings yeah so the question is how do you hold them accountable the idea that holding somebody accountable particularly accountable with love could ever be a problem is a good determination that you’re in codependence so if I’m speaking my truth I don’t want to work with somebody who can’t deliver on time or at least tell me why they can’t deliver on time and tell me how they’re going to compensate for I don’t want to work with that my truth is I don’t want to work with somebody like that I also notice that people if they work like that aren’t happy with the way they work so it’s not good for them it’s not good for me and to own that want and to say this is the reality that I’m I choose to live in whether you’re the boss or the employee is a hundred percent acceptable now if you say it to your boss and your boss gets pissed and you say to your boss again and they fire you then you are going to get exactly what you asked for which is a work situation in which people are reliable if that’s how you want to work it’s a good thing that you’re out of that situation with the job and if you’re the boss then it’s a good thing that you’ve lost that employee even if it’s a short-term pain in the butt because you’re going to have a long-term great team if this is the reality and you’re also going to create a culture where everybody knows this is how we behave in this culture and then it just starts having a gravity of its own the reason that you wouldn’t hold them accountable is because you’re being caretaking and the reason that you wouldn’t fire them is because you’re being caretaking and then they will become resentful of you and that happens all the time in business where you see somebody who’s been trying to be nice to their employees and the employees are resentful and then you see the boss you know and the group next to them and they’re dead straightforward and they’re very clear about their wants and the expectations and they do it with love and gentleness and they are cared for and a deep sense of loyalty has been created by that kind of leadership so a lot of the times when when people start working with a new tool like this uh they will do what they think is actually working with a tool for example not caretaking and they’ll actually end up being avoiding and weaponize a tool an example of that might be like you know what I don’t I don’t care about your feelings I’m I’m not responsible for them uh it’s it’s not my job to make you feel better and they’ll say it in a way that actually pulls them away and creates distance what are some ways to recognize that and what are some other ways that that might happen as we start to work with this the first way that it’s going to happen is that you are going to start judging other people who are being caretaking or caretaking of you that’s the first that happens in the process of learning about this and what’s actually happening is that you are judging your own caretaker that you have started a war with yourself about your caretaker you’ve seen that it causes you pain you see that it’s sub-optimal and then you’ve decided let’s make an enemy out of this thing and try to change it which is underneath the same thing that you’re trying to do by being codependent is trying to change somebody else or change yourself so it’s that doesn’t help it doesn’t do much it’s a fine for a bit because it’s part of the process that you’re going to go through and that’s it’s okay there’s no no reason to start a war with yourself over it because you’re you’re not going to win that’s one of the ways that it’s going to start then the second thing is what I like what you’re saying is really true that people will start weaponizing it and say now I’m just going to cut myself off from you in a different way and our society likes to tell the story that if you’re caretaking then you’re not cutting yourself off for of people you’re you’re caring for them you’re not being arrogant you’re not being rude you’re not being dismissive but you’re still cutting yourself off from them because you’re not telling them your truth you’re you’re managing them just in a different way and so then all of a sudden if you decide to cut off from them in another way like I’m not going to talk to you or I’m not going to basically feel or have empathy then it’s just another way of cutting them off and in all of these things what happens is your body will start constricting whether you’re being codependent or whether you decide to be defensive in a more traditional manner or cut yourself off or then you’ll start feeling your body somatically start to tense up and that’s like the indicator that’s the main thing and then the last thing that can happen is you can start going down that caring for Route which is a beautiful route and you can start feeling how soft you’re getting the benefit of keeping an open heart and allowing them to feel anything that they need to feel or want to feel and not trying to manage their reality and at the same time not closing yourself down from them and that becomes this incredibly inspiring place and you’d start noticing how much benefit you and the people around you get and then you forget to drop boundaries then all of a sudden it’s like I can just manage myself to continually be open-hearted instead of oh I actually have to draw boundaries to maintain an open heart right you can’t keep loving people without boundaries a mom who doesn’t have boundaries raises horrible children that eventually will be very abusive to the mom or dad for that matter so those are some of the pitfalls that you can go into but the biggest Pitfall is people will get through one layer of how they’re caretaking and they think they’re through it there’s just more and more subtle ways Corkscrew yeah it’s just the corkscrew exactly yeah it reminds me of another another subtlety there um like you’re you’re talking about how we will start judging the caretaking in others so perhaps the the progression is that we We Begin completely not aware of our caretaking and thinking that it is care and then we start to become more subtly aware of the caretaking we’re like oh I’m doing this that’s bad I can’t be doing that and then we start attacking the part of ourselves that does it which makes us judge a part of other people that are doing it seems there’s another layer that I’ve experienced myself that happens which is like oh you know what I’m done caretaking I’m not caretaking anymore and what that means is that I’m over it I’m done I’m better all these other people are expecting me to caretake them and you know they just need to be experiencing their emotions so I just need to let them experience their emotions because they need to process them and then all of a sudden it becomes about everybody else having to do their process their and then I am just on this pedestal of like okay I’m good and then that has always led to some kind of like a heartbreaker uh yeah challenge the people I see who really care for who are really able to care for others without any kind of Abandonment of themselves they are often feel people’s emotions when the person isn’t feeling their emotions you’ll see them like weep at the these are rare folks but you’ll see them weep at or take in the sadness that the other person is avoiding yeah I’ve seen that any way that we are defending ourselves is an opportunity to lean in love more and accept ourselves and others so let’s say somebody around you has started to address their their caretaking uh habits and they’re doing this this thing that we were just discussing where they’re starting to be blunt and rude with you what advice do you have for for anybody who’s who’s uh working with that yeah I mean cherish it that would be the if you if you’re listening to this podcast and you see somebody who’s finally standing up for themselves they’re going to be wonky and weird about it and it’s going to be clunky and it will change just like and and that’s guaranteed to change meaning that the person who has been codependent or caretaking and they stop caretaking they’re gonna be harsh for a while most likely they’re not going to go straight into loving and the reason that that’s the case is because they’re so sure that if they don’t care for people people are going to attack them because their whole life they were attacked when they didn’t abandon themselves for their mom or their dad or their sister or whoever it was so they’re very sure that they’re going to be attacked and so they’re preparing for that to attack and so what looks like they’re being dicks is really them preparing for attack yeah another sense it’s a it’s the courage of them challenging their inner assumption that’s right and just hoping that it gets proven wrong yeah so if you see them doing it the best thing you can possibly do is just say I’m so glad that you’re asking for what you want and I just want you to know I’m not going to attack you there’s no need to be defensive and then it and then it’s super short-lived that’s the the trick the other side which we didn’t get to talk about too much which is when you are starting to draw these when you are starting this new way of being of not most likely you are going to be a little defensive which is going to make people attacking you more likely so one thing that you can do is to hold yourself with love and care as you’re doing it and not need to defend yourself you’re just gonna say what you’ve got to say and if the attack comes you’re going to allow yourself to use it as a sandpaper to use it as a way to to clean yourself out or to cleanse yourself purify yourself so that’s the best way to approach it and at the same time people are going to get upset with you and they’re probably going to get upset with you even more the second time or even more the third time if you stay in a loving non-defensive stance then the most likely scenario is that they will see that there’s this other way of being and they want to be that way with you and sometimes that won’t happen and you’ll lose people but either way in a year or two you will be surrounded by people who want to hear your truth who don’t want you to manage them who don’t want you to caretake them who want to be Sovereign and empowered next to you not in you or through you and it might be a hell of a transition but it’s unbelievably worth it so I’ve got one more question for you this came from uh from somebody within our community if you had to pick between a vaccine for Coronavirus and a vaccine for caretaking which would it be and why wow oh I don’t want to answer this question we don’t have to we could cut that whole thing out I know I know yeah I don’t want to answer the question because my answer is I wouldn’t pick either I I wouldn’t pull the butterfly out of the Cocoon because it won’t be able to fly afterwards hmm for me it would be like do you build a vaccine for crawling or do you build a vaccine for in a capacity to do mathematics in an eight-year-old it’s their developmental steps that we need to go through like all systems require something to challenge them so that they can grow and be strong and evolve if there’s no challenge there’s no evolution so I don’t I don’t want to get rid of our challenges I want to learn to how to embrace them how to learn how to embrace the death that we Face to learn how to embrace the the caretaking that we do to learn how to embrace the the Innocence that tries to get us to manage other people to feel safe like that’s what I want it’s not to get rid of it it’s to learn how to embrace it that’s amazing well thank you very much Joe and I just realized that right when I asked you that question I care took you by giving you an out so I’m going to sit with that until our next week awesome what a pleasure to be with you again Brett yeah same here once again thanks for listening to the art of accomplishment if you enjoyed what you heard today please subscribe and rate US on your podcast app we’d love your feedback so feel free to send us questions or comments you can reach out to us join our newsletter or check out our courses at Art of accomplishment.com