In relationships, apologies often function as moves in a power struggle. The person who apologizes “loses” and the person who receives the apology “wins.” This is a weak surrogate for what’s actually wanted: feeling seen, acknowledged, and respected by someone who also respects themselves.

Joe points out that if both people in a fight felt genuinely seen and respected, there would be no fight. The fight only exists because someone doesn’t feel acknowledged. Extracting an apology provides a momentary sugar high of control — but it’s nothing compared to being with someone who sees themselves clearly and sees you clearly.

“It feels a ton better to be with somebody that they respect themselves and they respect you, they see themselves and they see you. Whereas if somebody’s respecting you but they’re cowering — it doesn’t feel great.”

The way out is to look for an empowered apology you can make mid-fight: “I’m sorry for being in a power struggle with you — that’s not how I want to be with you.” You can even apologize for the dynamic itself — playing victim, playing savior, projecting. This drops you out of the role entirely and often transforms the conversation.

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